July 11th

Today is one of those days that is going to be a fight. From the moment I closed my eyes I knew that today was just going to be one of those days that I would need to power through.

Have I mentioned I hate powering through days as it usually means I am at battle with the demons lying below deck in my mind? It is such a pain in the ass.

I have put myself in a great situation on the surface but the battle still rages on below and when it creeps up I am usually unprepared for the fight. Now I am in it and have to grin and bear it throughout the day, get done all the things that need to get done, and hope that by the end of it all I come out on top.

I have some ideas on how to rebuild this portion of my world that I know is causing me the most grief, it is just that I put things off too much, procrastinate, make a list and act like I am going to do something. That needs to stop. I wonder how many more times I say that before I do nothing about anything and am writing the same thing over and over again.

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